I remember feeling low, and i remember losing hope, and i remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

WOW

so i have been busting my ass working out, running, doin basketball drills and playing daiyly, and all of its comes to a crashing holt last night when i caught an elbow to the center of my chest. went to the hospital last night they took X rays and all i can do is wait and see what they say.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Turning Over A New Leaf

over the past year or so i havent been true to myself, i have worked hard to accomplish many of my goals but i might not have had all my goals in order. over the last few weeks i have been really thinkin about this hard and wanted to make a list of goals i would like to start working on and continue through for my new years resolution.
1) Get back in school- with work this could be a difficult task but i know if i set my mind right i can finish it all up, even public speaking with enough alcholic beverages
2) get back in good sports shape- i just bought a pass to a gym yesterday one without a basketball court which means when i go to the gym ill focus souly on workin out and fitness rather than rushing or skipping just to play ball
3) work on two mail sports- im goin to try out for the CFCC basketball team and then try out for the wilmingotn tigers football team. CFCC is now one of the top ranked community colleges in the nation for basketball
4) get back on my pretty boy swag- its time to start looking for a new woman to be in my life, i have a good head on my shoulders and im goin in the right direction so its time to find a good girl to share some time with
all of these are things i can do, some ppl might be more naturally athletic then myself but when it comes to pure raw talent i have it i can accomplish all these goals and exceed my own expectations.
YOU ALWAYS MISS 100% OF THE SHOTS YOU DONT TAKE!

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

To Forgive And Forget

Fuck bitches who think they are all hot shit thinkin they are one about all. You havent accomplished shit bitch, MOB motha fucka hahahaha

Monday, August 9, 2010

Lips Of An Angel

lips of an angel as played at my brothers wedding someone requested it. my only question is when will i find my lips of an angel

Thursday, July 29, 2010

A Beautiful Wedding

So my brothers wedding was beautiful, it all went better than rehersed and it was a great time. i did my best man speech and almost fainted from being infront of 200 ppl but i finished it before doing so (may have left some of the lines out) met some nice ppl and was there to support my brother. the quote i left my brother and savanna with was
let your love be modern enough to serve the time but old fashion enough to last forever!
looks like im the last one left, and trust me did i hear it all weekend when are you gettin married your the last one middle is always married last and blah blah blah haha it was funny

Monday, July 26, 2010

BIRTHDAY Weekend

So this past weekend was my birthday and it was prolly one of the best i have had in the logest time. My 21st birthday was a good one i got up bright and early and drove for about three hours to meet my ex girlfriend and her parents at Mohican state park and stayed with them for 2 days, my 22nd birthday wasnt good at all had just found out a few days before my my girlfriend played me and moved me to NC where she was suppose to be coming but lied the whole time, and my 23rd birthday the one i was dreading for quite sometime, another year older, still alot of stuff to think about just wasnt looking forward to it till i heard from one of my best friends(he is a pro bpxer so he is always on the travel) who i hadnt seen in a while said he was in myrtle beach so i got off early thurdays and my room mate and i headed down for my b day from there it got fun. sat and drank on the beach for a few hours while i waited for him to get home from dinner with his family. then when they got home we hung out with his fam for a bit, before taking off to go to a few clubs we jumpped around a bit found some cool places had alot to drink did alot of dancing all the club stuff we left there and i though we were headed back to the hotel cuz it was about 145 when we stopped at a place called the DOLLHOUSE( a boobie bar) haha i knew it the party was about to really begin we hung out there drank more met come cool ppl got some dances around 5 am we headed home. the following day we hit the beach for a bit got lunch then headed home. now it was friday my actual birthday and i went out to dinner with my younger brother and his fiance before gettin my pretty boi swag on and hittin down town wilmington where again met some cool ppl jumped around and got a few numbers. it was a good birthday and i thank the lord for the good friends i have in my life they come few and far between, sometimes you think you have the best friend and they eventaully become not a friend at all, maybe never was....

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Birthday Week

So im pretty damn excited to start school to be honest, i have been attending orientation and i like UNCW alot. But now for the good stuff, my buddy shawn porter (pro boxer, the CHAMP look him up) he called me up last night to let me know he was goin to be in myrtle beach this weekend for my birthday. he told me he has his own room and wanted me and my roomamate to come out to celebrate my birthday. so im takin vacation on friday leaving here thursday night and goin out there. earlier this morning he sent me some text asking if i would be interested in bar hoppin after i said yes, he sent me another text and asked if i would want to go club hoppin and i said yes, then he sends me another one asking if i would want to go to a strip club and i said yes lol and then lastly he asks would you want to do all of it haha so im looking forward to t his i know he has some celeb status haha so it should be a good birthday, i wasnt lookin forward to turning 23 untill now im pumped ill get to see him, he travles so much its hard to get up with him. SO IM GOIN HARD THIS WEEKEND

Friday, July 9, 2010

WAR!!

You have started a fuckin war for no reason and now everyone will know the truth i wont hide your secrets anymore its on now let the truth start flowing

I Tried To Be Nice, But You Can Hate Me Now

I dont want revenge i want THE RECKONING!

Have you ever heard of the website myexposedXgf.com well check it out and let me know what you think of it, and if you find her.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

I hate slut ass bitches who think they are hot shit, your not hot he lied haha

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Modern Day GANGSTER

Keep thinkin you got it, keep thinkin your made
your not a real gangster, you dont even get paid
i got my gat, strapped from head to toe
stackin my loot, im ready to go
ima modern day gangster, all you are is a tease
never staying faithful, just bein a skeez
im like B I G stackin countin my money
your like lil kim showin shakin your honey
it gets you excited that dudes what to hit
thats one reason i dropped you, cuz you arent the shit
your sexy your slender but slutty for real
if you were a criminal its dicks you would steal
im goin in blazin left and blazin right
if im goin down, im goin down with a fight
ill kill a motha fucker if they look at me wrong
i got a silencer on my gat, so my barrel looks long
people are on this LBJ train like hes so fuckin raw
Kobes a real nigga, in the finals we saw
gettin 5 rings, even one for his thumb
fuck LBJ that dude is a bum
Kobes a killa that nigga can ball
and no he didnt rape that bitch, she wanted it all
it doesnt matter where that bitch goes he wont get a ring
next years number 6, and thats some real bling
Kobes a monster, his game is so tight
thats the last line, ill end this shit right

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

NC Stuntin

No money in your wallet, no shoes on your feet
laying face down in the middle of the street
dont trust your dude, you cant trust your bitch
next thing you know, your layed up in a ditch
there was never any love, all she was was a hoe
for that one reason, theres rules you need to know
after following the rules, they might drop like some flies
but atleat you know, that theres no more lies
my past might haunt me, but my future is bright
all i have to do, is keep my goals in plain sight
no need to settle down, not only with one
theres to much fun to have, when you have a loaded gun
why spend your money, why buy a whore
when you live on the beach, where theres bitches galore
i got my teal get up, that hawk on my chest
keep on fuckin thinkin that BG is best
but maybe its georgia, florida or peru
ill stay here in NC, where the sky are so blue
ill sit back and light up my blunt
smiling at these ladies and continuin to stunt

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

The BLACK MAMBA, The KING

Fuck that bitch, fuck that hoe
i aint got nothing to prove, i aint got nothin to show
ive been around the block a couple fuckin times
learned a couple tricks, saw a couple crimes
i have been dumb and i have been blind
but im a Black Mamba, im one of a kind
i got that kobe instinct, ill raise up and hit
fuck all them dirty bitches, thier my inspiration to spit
if you thinkg you got game, step onto my court
dont worry bitch ill make this game short
16 to 0 cuz my jumpers so wet
if you think you have a chance, step up place a bet
sick of these dudes talkin hard, talkin raw
soundin like that bitch that i use to call
christina, christine? im not sure which one
i would have gotten fucked if i gave that bitch a son
my life is now changed, my status is high
i got mad goals, my limits the sky
call me pathetic, but call my shit real
im just puttin words on tha paper, not tryin to sign a big deal
got money in my wallet, Js on my feet
the T tops camero, with the leather bucket seat
an intake in the front, duel exhaust on the back
put up your pink stick, or put up a stack
ima end it right here, and let it be known
that im the real KING, up here on my THRONE

Monday, June 21, 2010

Not An Act, All Just FACT

You said its all a show, you said its all an act
thats all bullshit woman, you know its all a fact
my shits is just so hot, cuz im the real deal
im spittin at cha, cuz my flow is nasty ill
confidence is key when it comes to this game
write another poem and ill put your shit to shame
they call me nathan diomand dogg and im straight out the burb
laying nasty tracks right off the curb
i once thought you were a cool, pretty ass young lady
all that shit got flipped when i found out you were shady
you stabbed me in the back like that shit was common and daily
but what you didnt know is i was always fuckin bailey
you proved to me your not a friend but only a foe
ill give you want you wanted a god damn good ass show (yu thought hoe was comin haha)
so stand up and put your hands up for me
now shut up and listen, cuz i got a story
about a young ass girl who thought she had a hook
playin dirty games just like a fuckin dirty crook
ill leave it at that and let you step to the mic
but if you get to scared just take a fuckin hike

Thursday, June 17, 2010

BITCH PLEASE!!

Did i say not good enough, Oh ya bitch thats what i ment
it was time wasted, it was money i spent
but like you said, you were just a Pawn in my game
you were nothin more in my life, nothin more than a shame
i got money, a car and my own place at the beach
when we were together all you were was a leech
this is how you treated me for about half a year
ya ill admit you even had me sheddin a tear
but all you are is a chicken head bitch, squawk sqauwk
keep being jelous that ima sea hawk
you couldnt make it, you couldnt hang
but its alright we went out with a bang
ima only say it once your just a skeez
you said im not good enough, come on BITCH PLEASE!!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

LAKERS LAKERS LAKERS

Last night was the way we needed to come out and play game 6, they are in our house now they have come to take your title at home, thats why they got spanked. anyway in high school i had a really good friend named megan she was one year younger than me and we became really close, we stayed in touch some after i moved and that slowly deminished. i havent spoke to her in a few months now i tried to call her yesterday and that phone number was no longer in service, then i tried to get her number from about 10 other ppl some of her closest friends and they told me she pretty much fell off the face of the earth that no one had her number so now im tryin to think of other ways to get ahold of her but i can. one thing that has me sitting uneasy is that one of her friends told me she has been goin through alot and that her bf wont let her give her number out, thats some bull shit. so ima try to get up with her and see how she is and everything.
oh ya i hate you bitch stay where you are, your not good enough!

Monday, June 7, 2010

Wedding Weekend

so i had three friends from HS get married this weekend, and after looking at their pics i cant deny that im pretty jealous, to think that they found the person they want to spend the rest of their life with is amazing. i actually asked my ex girlfriend to marry me, she said yes and then things got rough but we planned on gettin married on the beach summer of 2011 lol come to find out being engaged was just a joke she ended up saying it wasnt real or whatever lol but i am glad and wish the best of luck for all of you good luck and congrats

A Great Day, With A Disappointing End!

so my sunday started off pretty well, i got up early hit up a little flea market down the road. after i left there i began heading to church where i made a few stops at some yard sales on the way there. after church i headed home to grab the beach mobile lol(87 K5 Blazer) and headed out to the north end with my roommates and our dogs. its was a beautiful day and the water has warmed up couldnt ask for much more. the beach was packed, we chilled, took the dogs in the water and met a few hunnies(because we have a pitbull and and wiener dog lol) but we are meeting them back at the beach today. after the beach we got home and when gettin in the shower i realized how burnt i really did get beacuse when the water hit my skin i just about screamed lol. so after that i took a little nap with the pups then headed to my parents to make dinner for my dad and everyone since he is hurt and my mom was at work, and had one of my room mates come over for the Lakers game. then came the disappointing part or the day, the game started off rough with Ray Allen hitting 7 3's in the first half tying the NBA record for most threes in a finals game(which he later beat by hitting two more) at half time we were only down 6, we came out playing good after half time but we just didnt pull it out we had good game by Bynum, Gasol and Kobe but didnt get anything from our bench. so we go to Boston tied 1 to 1, but im not sweating it we are the better team and it will show in the end. well back to work

Thursday, June 3, 2010

FINALS FINALS FINALS

Game 1 is the game to win, lets take this series 1 game at a time. Kobe needs his thumb ring haha.
Key points for winning game 1,
1)The BULL DOG (Artest) needs to shut down Pierce
2)Our sixth man (Odom) needs to play at a high level
3)Gasol needs to play tough and bang down low
4)Match the C's defensive intensity
5)Get Perkins in foul trouble
i didnt say anything about KOBE because he is going to be KOBE hes always a key factor nohting new, also myself i think we should switch KOBE and Fisher on and off on Rondo, Fisher doesnt need to shut down Rondo just needs to try and slow him down. We need to win, game 1 is the most important game. Phil Jackson is undifeated in the finals when winning game 1. LAKERS, LAKERS, LAKERS

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

A Weekend To Remember

So my weekend back in OHIO was absolutely enjoyed. i spent the whole time with my brother niece and nephew, took the kids to the park took them out for ice cream, took them swimming, and took troy fishing. my brother and i did alot together also, went fisihing 3 out of the 4 nights we were there, went to a huge flea market, watched some movies and just hung out, i really miss him not being here in NC its just not the same with out him. But i get to see him in early august for my younger brothers wedding. i caught up with a few friends a one crazy night, wish i could have caught up with a few more friends and had more time to hang out with my friend andrea, but again she is coming in august also so ill get some more time with her. I did play alot of basetball while home, at the NAT(what i consider my home court) and no body could stop me haha but nothing new about that. So all in all it was an awesome weekend, but what do you know before even reaching home back in NC i got plenty of calls from work aobut stuff that needed to get done and what not, my only question was why didnt it get done when i was gone?

Friday, May 28, 2010

Redemption/A Morning To Remember

Last night i was watching the Lakers lead dwindle away until the suns, got back to down 3 with 30 seconds left. As the Lakers ran there offence the shot clock was coming to a near end when Artest put up a shot, luckily Gasol got the rebound and kicked it back out to Artest, at this point there was about 25 seconds left. The Lakers could have pulled the ball out and let the clock run down to about 2 seconds before having to shoot, but for some stupid reason Artest felt the need to shoot from behind the arc, yes no body was on him but not a smart basketball move. the Suns got his rebound pushed it down court, Nash missed the first 3 point attemt, with an offencive rebound Barbosa got a go around to tie up the game but yet again another miss and another offensive rebound, the ball got kicked out to jefferson and he backed it off the glass to tie the game up with 3.5 seonds left. Now anybody who watches basketball knows that Kobe is the best closer in the game and everyone knows he is getting the ball. as the Lakers in bound the ball Kobe shakes the double team and puts up the shot, it was short and out of no where Artest grabs the rebound and flips it in as the buzzer goes off, i stood and yelled REDEMPTION as i woke everyone up in the house lol.
So i leave today for OHIO and im so excited to see my brother niece and nephew, along with some of my friends mainly my best friend Andrea. So i wake up bright and early to head to my apartment(i stayed at my parents with my dad last night since he is in pain and what not) i got to my apartment to find and Kobe Jersey and wierdly enough its not in my closet. I search everwhere and its nowhere to be found. It was getting late so i got back in my car to head to work and what do you know? My car wont start, so i run back inside and grab my buddies keys and start off to work. About halfway to work i notice in the rearview that there is a 5 0 behind me (a cop lol) i look at my speed 55 on the dot so i think im good. Then all of a sudden the lights go off as i said FUCK to myself. the cop comes up with a flashlight and says hands on the steering wheel, as i asked him what this is about he looks through the back window in the back seat and begins to explain there was just a robbery in the area and i looked like the suspect lol as i chuckled he finish's his search he says you can go. So i finish my drive to work i get to work and i realized SHIT i dont have my badge so i had to turn around drive back home ( about 15-20 minutes) grab my badge and here i am now. I cant wait to just get out at 10 and get ready to be on my way to OHIO. Troy (my nephew) hopefully loves his present, its 150 classic cartoons lol the good ones he loved the last ones i got him so hopefully he likes these. well its time to depart and get back to work.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

You Win Some You Lose Some

So the western conference finals (Lakers vs. suns) is tied 2-2. most fans would be worried about losing this series but a true fan wouldnt, its back to LA there we will take a 3-2 lead, lets just take it one win at a time. Kobe is playing like the true BLACK MAMBA right now, 38 points, 7 rebounds and 10 assists its time for our BIGS (Pau and Bynum) to step.
On a second note i have a date tonight, i think im taking her to a new restraunt that just opened and looks right over the beach, its a little pricey but first impression is everything haha then we will prolly take a little walk on the beach before making it an early night because im an old man and have to be up at 515 for work.
Lastly im so excited for this weekend i get to go back to OHIO and see my nephew troy, my niece Julianne, brother zack and sister in law trish, and not to forget andrea, samario, and many others but my main focus is to spends lost of time with my niece and nephew since im only there for a few days. well its off to start working
GO LAKERS

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

ALO Concert



This is Zack Gill from ALO also the Keyboard player from Jack Jacksons band(Who i am seeing this summer with G Love)

Work Time Scare


so i get to work yesterday,and all the lights were off except the emergency lights. come to find out all the power at work was out(that leaves about 3500 ppl in the dark, and the ironic part is we work at a nuclear power plant haha). I come in at 6 A.M at around 8 it was brought to our attention that we wouldnt have power till about 11, so i walked out to my car and plugged my phone in because it was dying. About 30 minutes after letting it charge i go and grab my phone only to see the picture from above and the caption dad is at the hospital, ok and most ppl would think if there was something really wrong i wouldnt get a picture right? But how many ppl sit there and think about that, so i ran in told my boss i was leaving grab my keys and darted out the door, sped all the way there freaking out hardcore before finally gettin my mom on the phone. Asked her what happened if he was ok where they were all in one breath while gasping for air, she began to laugh which was a shock and kind of a relief but to much for me to take in at the time. she began to explain that the night before my dad decided to take the dogs out to the back yard(my dogs were staying with them for the night cuz i was at the ALO concert which i have a few pics from) my dad paused the movie him my brother and his fiance were watching to take them out, as they got out to the back screened in portch my dad bent down to pick up my puppy, as he did this Kobe jumped up and pretty much kicked him from behind haha. My father ended up tearing 2 tendons in his knee as he fell down the 3 brick stairs in the back yard. about fifteen minutes later my brother went to look for him and found him laying out there in massive pain. it scared the crap out of me seeing that picture and i feel so bad that my dogs did this, he is in so much pain and he has to get surgery now, and to say more that knee isnt even the bad knee, well untill now.

My Best Friends


So i got a new puppy on friday, i read a craigslist ad that the pound does that tells which animals are being put down at 5 p.m(they do this every friday) she is so precious and adorable, i had a hard time coming up with a name for her but ended up naming her camia-cami. she gets along with my other dog(KOBE) very well i have take them to the dog park serveral times and its cute how he already protects her when the bigger dogs come around. Anyway i am proud to say i have a rescue dog, Kobe and i are very very clothes and i never really understood how much he respects me untill this weekend. alot of dog enthusiasts go to the dog park and they were all surprised on how well Kobe followed directions from me, but more so how much he looked into my face while i spoke to him, and the funny thing is the puppy is starting to do it as well. I love my Dogs not only are they pretty pretty dogs but they are just great dogs they listen they are fun to play with and i just love them. Kobe is the big brother yes, but he is still 100% puppy haha he is about 7 months old, he is a goof ball. He thinks he is still a little puppy always trying to sit in little tiny places he actually sits on cami(thats what i named my pup) its cute. While at the dog park kobe wont let big dogs get to close to cami and if they do he warns them off just like a big brother should. i have more to write but on a different topic so here is a picture ill end this one with.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Listen To Your Parents lol


I got this as my first tatoo my freshman year in High School, its not the best looking tatoo but i drew it my self. it represents my family and the love i have for them. it includes my parents bother my brothers and my sister who passed away.

Parents, sometimes it feels like you cant live with them but you also cant live without them. I myself got really lucky to have the parents i do, they both have worked very hard to get our family want we needed. My father came straight out of High school and started working for GE nuclear (he is an employee of 35 years now). He told my brothers and i (i have 2 brothers i will get to) he has worked and will work this job so that we never have to go through what he did. Although my younger brother Alex and i work for the same company as he does we both know that we can never amount to our father and that the stuff he has been through has been hard but has always been for us. After graduating High school my mom went to a two year college before started to work for GE as well. At this time they lived in San Jose California, they met at GE and later got married. They then had my older brother Zachary Adam Sandoval. About 4 years after having Zachary my father got a job in Mentor OHIO, at this point my mother was no longer working she stayed home with my brother. About 2 years later They had a baby girl, Julianne Sandoval. Julianne Passed away a few months later from SIDS. Sortly after my father got a job at another plant right down the road and my parents and brother moved to Cuyahofa Falls, (330) where i was born about a year later, Nathan David Sandoval. Now i was the cutest baby of them all haha my mom told me so. About a year later my parents would have one and final child Alex Micheal Henry Sandoval(the baby and still is to this day). My parents raised us right they were very strict made us work for what we got as children, and between the three of us boys we protected each other. Family to the sandoval family is a strong bond, we cant be broken. We have lived together and we have lived apart but we are always one thats just how we are. My father got a job in Wilmington NC in 2006 the year i was a senior. He came back for my Grad party and at the end of it he pulled me off to the side and ask me if i would move down with him. I knew i wasnt ready to leave but i also knew my dad was living 684 miles away(thats from where he was staying to our driveway) and he had never been that far from his family before and on top of it he had been doing it for 7 months. the following year was my younger brothers senior year, my dad and i drove back almost every friday, we would leave at 6 A.M so that we could make it back to see his football games, and the same for basketball season. after he graduated my mom and my brother moved to NC, by this time i was ready to go back to ohio, both my parents were heartbroken and i felt like i was dissapointing them but i wanted to get back to my older brother my nephew and his wife(like i said before my brothers and i are best friends, but something is different with my older brother we have been through alot together). i moved back and stayed for a little over a year where i met the most beautiful girl the most amazing person i had ever met(the girl from my very first post, which if you read you know how it ended lol we arent friends anymore she is to cool, or maybe i did to much for her and was always there for her thats why we arent friends lol). after she moved me back here telling me she was coming i had it rough for awhile i didnt have my older brother anymore my younger brother was now engaged and i felt alone. my parents have always been there for my brothers and i and have always done anything they can to help us. they helped me through this low time. My parents have always been PROUD of us, we all work hard, we all have done our own things but they were always happy for us. Something about my parents that you dont see to often anymore is that they still LOVE each other, they legitimently do. Yes they argue but what married couple doesnt, they still say I love you i know alot of ppls parents who dont, they still try to make the other happy they still laugh and as a family we still always do stuff together. We all miss my older brother and we all talk to him everyday, but he is there taking care of business just like my parents have taught him. Some ppl have said my parents do to much for us, that we wont ever know how do do it on our own, that i wasnt good enough for someone, well heres what i have to say to you. Fuck you bitches look where my brothers and i are now, we all live on our own, we all pay all our bills, we all have great jobs, and we all are our own persons, can you say the same? sorry i made this so long but i love my family and especially my parents who have put in so much time and effort to get us where we are today, us three boys(who are now men) gave them alot of shit through out the years(and sometimes that lead to the belt or the wooded spoon lol) but they taught us right and i thank them for it i love my parents THANKS MOM AND DAD.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

BIG weekend

So the end of the week is coming quick and damn am i ready for it, got some good plans. Tomorrow being Friday ima play poker as normal but the only difference is we are goin to a bigger game which means more money, Saturday my younger brother, one of my buddies who is down in NC visiting and myself are goin to a 3vs3 basketball tournament. First place is only a 400 prize but it will be well worth it when we win(which we will win) then after the tournament we are goin to the beach and the tiki bar to watch the celtics game then good ol Sunday (i hate sunday cuz it means i have to work the next day) we are goin to the beach then goin to the ALO concert they are holding in town(cant wait for august to come when we go see Jack Johnson and G love). so all in all its goin to be a damn good weekend prolly an exspensive one but shit gotta live life of the rich and famous haha jk but time to get back to work gotta make money

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

This is my Dog KOBE(yes named after the best basketball player ever)






this is him now, aint he cute lol

Just a normal tuesday

So yesterday was just a normal tuesday, i worked from 6 a.m till 3 p.m got off planned on goin to play some basketball but ended up taking a little nap haha(happens quite often). later that afternoon i ended up talking to my ex prolly not a good idea never seems to be anymore but i realized something, she isnt the same girl i fell in love with, who i wanted to spend the rest of my life with, just not the same, i myself am the same and thats the reason we shouldnt interact. now i wont lie i did engage the conversation for a few reasons 1)being she keeps posting stuff about the lakers and how she loves them and how KOBE is awesome and she isnt lying about any of it but she isnt a fan she even told me she watched it for me and didnt enjoy it all that much, and now what instant fan get out of here. And 2)She posted pics of her new apt and in them is two of my baby blankets ones that i have had for along time and she keeps them for who knows what reason its just annoying but i sent her ring back to her today so maybe she can send my stuff back now, if her bf says its ok that is, i know she doesnt want to talk to me but she told me she isnt allowed cuz he doesnt want her too lol anyway back to my day. after all that fun stuff i went over to my parents house to hang out with my dad and my dog(ill post some pics of my dog) i wish i could take my dog with me but my parents love him and my apt is just to small but i visit him all the time. I got there and my dad and i watched the celtics and magic game which i officailly am saying LAKERS vs celtics in the finals now but im not worried. like i said just a normal day but today should hopefully be a little more exciting, reason being i think im goin to play some ball then watch the lakers game at home with my dad, well or go out to the bar and watch it with my buddies who knows haha

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

LA Road To A Repeat

So since i havent set up the cable in our new beach house lol and since i am in a monday night bowling league with my family i thought it was a good idea to get the guys to come lunar bowling so we could drink and watch the game, now the only problem with this idea is we hate rollin in somewhere 4 cocks deep lol(meaning four guys no girls), but we changed that after gettin there, got some pitchers and started to mingle haha. The best part of the night was watching the game though, seein my team just whoop the suns ass KOBE dropping 40, odom going 19 and 19 we are unstopable, we need to keep our heads in the game and buy into our system and then we will be holding that trophy at the end of the year. So after the game i headed home cuz i have to get up at 5:00 A.M for work and i brought Big jim home(not my room mate) cuz he was wasted and the other two headed to the bar. Ima back track a little while watching the game this older black guy(named david) sat down and started talking to me and asked where i was from and i told him AKRON ohio and he was like no shit i lived there for many years, he actually went to one of the HS right down the road. So after bull shitting with him for a bit he bought us a pitcher (of FAT TIRE its a southern beer but really good try it) but anyway now im at work awaiting the day to get done so i can get home and take a nap before goin to play ball later. im out peace

Monday, May 17, 2010

LAKERS BABY

I'm a die hard LAKERS fan, its incredable that so many ppl doubted us this year, what are you thinkin come on we are the LAKERS we have the BLACK MAMBA get on our level before you try to talk shit

From 330 To 910

The title pretty much tells exactly what this post will be about, which is my move from Cuyahoga falls OHIO to Wilmington NORTH CAROLINA. I live in NC but OHIO will always be my home, that tiny little city of Cuyahoga Falls is and will forever be my real home. I would still be in OHIO if it wasnt for this one chick, up until about a month ago i was absolutely miserable. I moved to NC to get stuff ready for my girlfriend(at the time) to move down in a few weeks did alot of shit in preperation, then come to find out lol through a text she sent my mom that she never planned on coming lol (this was the plan we had for about 6 months) she let me pay 120 dollars for her orientation fee and buy a whole load of shit for the place we would be living lol but im here now and life is better. The story and relationship only got crazier and more complicated from there and now there isnt a friendship or relationship at all. i hated NC for the first few months until about two months ago i went back to C Falls to visit some friends and ended up running into my friend from high school jimmy ebner. Jim and i were pretty good friends throughout high school but we werent over close, we play ball together for school and for lesure and hung out here and there but that was the extent of it. I got back and started to hang out with him when he let me know how his life was goin and how he was having a few little problems and how he wanted a new start and what not, kinda joking i told him to come to NC and we would go from there, from the minute i said that he was on board told me to talk to my parents and he was in for sure haha( how crazy stuff happens). so i talk to my parents and they were very hesitant but ended up lettin him come. Anyway to make this not much longer since its already long and boring we just got our own place which i have lived on my own before but never had my own town home 10 min from the beach, we just had to friends come visit one who is stayin the whole summer, shits about to get crazy this summer let me tell you yesterday was already a crazy day and its just start of it.